when it comes into 2 junctions

when it comes to choose between 2 persons

when it comes to make a move

when it comes to speak or silence

when it comes to stay or leave

when it comes to..anything between two answers, it takes so long, because this is the most uneasy thing to do.

between a friends and sub-ordinate, where should i stand? either to stand at left side..or instead?? worst to worst case, one decision has been made. sorry to related person, for interfere in your life, just because i am doing my responsible as a leader….(sigh~)

after subuh prayer, i decided not to continue my sleep although it was really chill out there… my mind keep on blaming ‘nape la aku x blend cili kering mlm td..dah pg nih sibuk2 nak rebus cili kering n blend..adoii..’ worst to worst i unpack the cili kering and start boling..
afraid B will wake up when smelling the suffocate smell, i purposely open the kitchen door and window.
by the time waiting for cili kering boiled, i run to kedai to buy kelapa, daun pandan, ikan bilis, timun and kacang tanah..(konon2 nak perfect la nasik lemak kali nih..)
then, i called my mom to get some advise from her..after a few minutes conversation, my mom end up with “good luck my dear”… with the confidence given my mom, i start to cook rice first…i took 3 cups of rice, add some santan, ginger, pandan leaves, salt… then let it cook.. meanwhile, i start to steam the eggs (much easier rather than boil using water..i guess)
time to make sambal..it should be not much problem to me as i used to cook sambal recently..
after 30 minutes, everything is done!
my husband is still sleeping while every thing is done..then, i wake him up and eat the nasik lemak together..
he silent..then a ask ‘ how the taste?…’ he said..’urm..the sambal is good..but the rice seems not enough water..’ dalam hati aku ‘alamak..mcm mane boleh kurang air nih…’ but he keep saying that its ok..for the 1st trial.. I said to him ‘should i alter…urmm..i mean, can i put some water n reboil????’ he said ‘no need…i still can eat..and i never eat nasik lemak as much as this during breakfast..’
i feel relief of the statement..eventhough it was just to make me happy!!!.. i don’t mind, as long as i’ve tried, it will going to improve next time..isnt it?

urmm..pretty much fun and enjoying of being a ‘real’ wife during weekend!!!!